My school journal entry #1 =My holidays were spent thinking on what I should be doing next throughmarking days.I didnt expect to get a good grade but ladyluck was on my side so I got what you called a so called average marks.i was also quite relieved that I got my report book cause the teacher who held it back from me lied that he didnt.So I promised him that I'll be going my cca but than its was also a hard moment for me as not everyone is entiled with the saying when I dont want to go cca cause of etc...Firstly I thought it held in a wrong day and time as my teachers who teaches us wore us up easily.so its hard for us to even take at least 2hours of my time to witstand cca when we are worn out already.I know everyone go through this but still its hard for me to manage things easily.I dont get used to things thats makes or occurs within me. =Anyways I also did some thinking about myself some things that I should change for the better or remain the same.Basically an holidays itself is not enough for me to regain or reinforce myself for a better or to manage news things.For me my holidays was a hideout where I can turely be unfound.Recuperating doing some research on my friends and myself.I know 2006 was a very easily going year for us but things in this world can't be so nice as you always think.So i had to make a rough decision but true enough I myself wanted to taste this raft of life.How are education always important than your own talent.True enough talent will go down wasted if you don't have educational skills but do you think that many with educational skills really know what they are doing truely?Are they even themselves?Or were they played as a toy into doing things.Not many has both the skills and knowledge combine.That's why the saying goes no one is perfect if thats true than why are we not giving in to those who are more talented than us even if they lack educational skillS.Is knowledge everything to mankind?=I still have not find an answer to that though I know myself everything stands for a reason.We were born here to make a living true enough but for a change for the future.Think about it for once.These are one side of my thoughts I spent thinking. sukriccina yenden (17) 4H================================================================
my school journal entry #2
l =During the holidays i also had a barberque out with my friends.Actaully it was for all the dancers for an particular event that was held outside but i didnt got involved,my friends invited me though.Yup i had fun truely the rain spoilt our field but it did't stop us from having a blast or should i say creating it?Firstly it stopped our mood of fun but along the way it cleared so we began our preparations.Each of us headed to our pits in different cabs.When we all got to our pit we had to got have the music! =Surely it ain't fun without music if not it would be a bore.It'll be better sleeping at home than waste time there.We started playing volleyball,changed our clothes in public.Than we had our break,ate yummy homecooked meals.DELICIOUS!It still leaves me with that eagerness to grab another bite!Than we started to dance in public in the afternoon we were the loudest and craziest of all the pits there.Some outsiders wanted to tag along as well. =After all the dancing,we girls decided to play in the sea water basically in the sea.Again changed our clothes at public no offence commited.The boys decided to head for fishing.Surprisingly they had caught a whole load of fishes.AMAZING! I was so happy like as if i had just got a chance to eat like that after a long time.But it was an interesting catch.WOO! Looks like guys ain't useless in somethings.Well this shows that they got other interest than being stucked at home playing computor always.Well don't you agree? =Before we got into the water,we had a special treat.Yup!Our one and only mermaid was non other than Ratna Gurung from Bartley secondary.WOO! We had fun burying her whole body except face within sand.First we had to dig a big spaced hole than later onwards we had to get water ready for blending the creaks formed after it was stacked.=Than we all jumped into the water.YEAH!Except nisha our beautiful photographer.Thanks for the boxers by the way. Sacrisficed her fun time for me but she had fun.Sun tanning herself but she still fair not fair.Before we went to play,we took out our lens but one of my friends lens was blown alway by the wind(yups it was our mermaid's)and it was transparent.she was so worried for it that the whole group search for it.We all search every little space that was to be covered but than the lens was attached to a white ZINC bag of one of my firends bag.Wasted our time but we sure had a good laugh somemore i was sitted faced to the bag and i didn't realised it. =We had a blast in the water, we even played water polo?No goalie. But though we don't know the rules of it we just played volleyball included.=Time flew pass so fast that night time arosed thats when the party started. Had to barberque sure fun times and of cause MUSIC!Hoping for another trip get to together.Though for some of us it was our last meeting,all the best to us and our friendship.Memorable times to be remembered. sukriccina yenden (17) 4H=================================================================
My school journal entry #3 =Anyways not did i only spent my days thinking but also made new friends.They are my besties true enough that you are hearing and stated.I made them through friendster and we decided to go out.Suprisingly we ended up in my home instead.Not that many are fortunate to be let inside my hometown MOUNT VERNON CAMP where all the nepalese stay united as one.Its highly restricted to allow any outsiders to pass through but i manage to let them in without difficulty with a help of my dear friend juli. Even though we met through friendster my other friends knew then as well. =Firdayu and Aisha are from Damai secondary school.Actually my friend trisha was supposed to help them learn how to play softball but she had to go to the hosital for an urgent matter.So we had to be the tour guide for them.First we took a bus from joo seng road to our main gate near Maris stella secondary school.=We didnt had any problem than last time in letting them in as my dad was working there so he let us in piece of cake.They were a shy bunch at first but than as i tried to make them talk and communicate with us as much as possible,we each tend to blend in to one thing that we shared true friendship.we each had our fair share of friendship relationships coming to end hateful sight.As we walked along describing our blocks and households we talked about our school experiences.Every school seems to be the same regardless what rules or regulations they have, students were meant to break those after all not every rule should be followed they can be broken too.And all those acts acts are every where in school creating havock and shaming themselves.Friends come and go trust me its difficult to leave them. =Suman will always be remembered through me in others heart and me in her heart.Crystal my friend is at sydney but i still treasure all those moments.We are a family,we'll always be.Friends are they true and loyal enough to be trusted and believed upon?Some are just and equal signs of betrayal.If you truely are my friend than why are you only thinking about yourself?Why not try to get into my shoes?Think True passion of friendship are shown towards a distance no matter how far or near its there covered to be open as always.No one can replaced it if you were the ones to end it.A beginning is a starting of an end but you can stop it if you want to or let it pass by.We exchange alot of secrets together not that because they don't know whom we were referring to we all knew clearly who we reffered to because we trust each other thats the reason for obtaining each other.Fated to meet though even if we were not to,surely we will bump to each other somewhere im sure of it.So i made new friends and made close contact with each other.Both are carefree cheerful and always minding each others steps. No matter what others say they are true friends for life although one meeting drew us closer to another it made us relaise alot of things that we should be aware of.Yup juli,firdayu and aisha are indeed my dear friends for life here in singapore. sukriccina yenden (17) 4H ===================================================================
My school journal entry #4 =During the holidays everyone would be talking about christmas but me was on the topic of my birthday.On the 24th of december it was my birthday,i wanted to celebrate it with firdayu and aisha.We planned to head theme park all was set but than on that very day,my father wanted me to be at home not only me but my whole family.So i couldnt go but it wasn't fair my brother could go barberque and swimming at jurong splash.Just because he cried for not being allowed to go.=But i planned with my brother saying"we go out together say that i was also invited to their picnic but from the moment we stepped out of our camp,we head different way".He agreed but our small sister had already spilled the beans to our mom.So you know what happens next i was stuck at home the whole day so much for my day. =I just don't get it how come everything i yearn for,i do not get them but my siblings do?Just because they're small.I always get the blame for everything as im the eldest.Our parents favourtie saying"you should understand them as you are big" makes me think alot.If they say that than they are the oldest among us why can't they understand me instead.Being the eldest i know i've to bear responsiblities but not all i hope. =Sometimes i feel so left out that everything is gone to my siblings attraction.But i also think that im the one born first surely they spent alot of time with me but as i grew older they go for siblings.Its cycle i guess everyone has to be loved you just have to understand their position.My parents are right,they have much more responsiblities to understand us instead and lead us to their point of view.Since they have experience much more than us its better that we learnt it from them did the rights not regret til it can't be undone.=But still i did went out for a while around my hometown,had my friends wishing one after a another.But what i enjoyed was i still could have dumpling with juli.It wasn't a hard day it's just that the timing was wrong.Although i am truly greatful to have my parents i sometimes feel if it weren't for them and my firends i would be still finding myself.Now all i can do is change for my rights.Don't judge others through their parents status it ain't right.If you do than how do you judge yourself?Wait!! Are you being judge upon?THINK for a moment.Your not anyone to give others a statement,in fact your are no one.Had a memorable experienced even if it was a for a while my friends did lighten me abit while i felt it was a hash day for me. sukriccina yenden (17) 4h
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During the holidays ,i also followed my dear friend juli to her school to buy books. Her school would be BArtley Secondary and i got to be honest itS so nice! At first we told the secretary uncle that we were buying books(not she alone but us) =) (so easy to fool him) AT first there was a small bridge within the entrance and a fountain (flat) in the entrance of their general office. NICE! The name of the school was in between those water flowing downwards as the writing was in blue and a transparent background it suited fairly.=I got exploring the school than we came near to a complex where all the teacher's pictures were pate along with their positions this where the fun started. Juli kept on complaining about the teachers she dislike. =) not bad but the teacher not all is handsome and pretty. But i got meet one indian don't know what position but than he asked me "why you go Yuying Secondary not Bartley Secondary?" than i said "Firstly here no handsome teachers and Yuying was my first choice. You know what it means?" than he kept quiet. =Their canteen was very huge from ours and yup the teachers corner was very nice. I went so boinkers our's like so blend with the student eating area but their Islike separate til so nice! =) But their place also huge. Got alot of areas not like ours small. Theirs got bastketball , soccer field not to mention an area where they essemble (for thier ccas.). All got one ground for each. So cool right thought of tranferring but no chance. Nope Yuying BEst .
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We played soccer only we two than half way a group of guys came running towards the basketball court. Peisay than we fast fast got away. The bookshop aunty also nice gave us sweets alot than we thanked her. Our bookshop aunty like so ... IMPATIENT. hate her.Anyways sorry for the late reply just got home. forgot about homework than hurried my way from Bujis to home. \u003d) sorry. hope you got my other journals. and sorry here no pictures cause my computor spoil than in my friends house. But i tried from the card reader it seem spoilt . Wait for my friend juli first than upload. WAiting. and she not cuming.

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