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Amirah's Journal ENtries #1 & #2

Friday, January 5

HURT by Christina Aguilera
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face

You told me how proud you were, but I walked away

If only I knew what I know today

Ooh, ooh I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away

Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To hear your voice again Sometimes I wanna call you

But I know you won't be there Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit

Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss

And it's so hard to say goodbye When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day I would tell you how much that I've missed you

Since you've been away Ooh, it's dangerous It's so out of line

To try and turn back time I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

THAT DAY MY FAMILY AND I WAS ON THE WAY TO SOME PLACE WHICH I COULD NOT RECALL . ALL I REMEMBER WAS DAD WAS SO NAGGY . HE NAGS AT ME FOR SOME SMALL STUFFS WHICH REALLY IRRITATES ME . HE JUST WOULDNT STOP . AND I SHOUTED AT HIS FACE TRYING TO MAKE HIM QUIET .THEN A FEW SECONDS THE RADIO WAS LIKE PLAYING THIS SONG BY CHRISTINA AGUILERA ' HURT ' . AND I REALISED I WAS WRONG FOR DOING THAT . I KNEW IT HURTS DAD BUT I STILL INSIST ON DOING IT . I QUICKLY HUGGED DAD AS SOON AS HE STOPS THE CAR . I LOVE HIM MORE THAN I LOVE MYSELF . THANKS DAD FOR EVERYTHING .

PS: DAD, I LOVE YOU

AMIRAH ABDUL RASHID Entry 5

I do not really go out with friends during the holiday . All i do was watch tv . Do some homeworks and spend most of my time at granny's home . That special one day my dad bought this instant brownie flour . Its easy to make as it has instructions and stuff requires . I spend few hours to bake it . Its quite fun doing all alone . I was hoping it could turn out nice n fudgy . In the end it turn out nice and delicious

AMIRAH ABDUL RASHID Entry 4
That morning was just like the normal saturday morning . My mom and i will usually go to the mosque and join some religious classes . Its normal, after classes we will usually go to my granny's house . But that day my aunt , who lives with my granny was totally different than she really was . She complained that she cannot urinate . She drank lots of plain water but it just could not go . We thought it was normal and she could urinate few minutes later . But it did not turn up that way . She tried to control the pain till the sun sets . She look so pale . She could not take it anymore and she wanted to go to the family clinic . So we brought her to the clinic . We spend nearly 2 hours there . But the doctor says she has to go to the hospital quickly before anything bad happen . So mom brought her to the RAFFLES HOSPITAL as its the nearset hospital from our home . She was accompanied by my mom, dad, my aunt and myself .We reached the hospital exactly at 10 pm . The doctor and the nurse were fast . She was told that if she were to delay her appointment her tummy might burst . I was quite worried at that time . At exactly 12pm sharp we were on our way back home . My granny was very worried and could not seat still at home . Luckily everything is fine now . She was just like a mom to me . I love her so much . That day was really a WAKE UP day for me as, i never really seen my love ones lying on the hospital bed, and i don't wish for it to happen again . MAY MY LOVE ONES SAFE IN GODS' HAND .

AMIRAH ABDUL RASHID 1st Jan

For the past few weeks, i actually wanted to post some of my holiday experinces but could as my pc was having some problems .

I did not really enjoy my holidays because i was given alot of homeworks . Some homeworks are in the process of finishing . Like for example sketching alot of art works for my next year GCE N level . GOSH. Some of my friends were like saying "hey its holiday and u have tonns of homeworks?". Luckily i did have some time to have fun . But i do miss my classmates . Few more days to school reopen! yea !! Cant wait to see them .

AMIRAH BINTE ABDUL RASHID 14 Dec

just got back from port dickson few days ago . the trip was quite boring as my brother wasnt with us . yet i enjoyed myself . hahahah . my mom , two aunts and i was busy shopping and bargaining the prices at the little shops along the beach while my dad and my toddler cousin were enjoying the horse ride ! dad decided to try the boat ride . its quite cheap and worth it ! they brought us around the sea . and amazingly there is an island in the middle of the sea . the scenery was very beautiful . somehow i enjoyed the trip . thats about it . boring huh?

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